Saturday, January 26, 2013

Death and Angels


While providing religious support on a Forward operating base on February 11, 2012 at approx 11:26 We were engaged by the Taliban.  I heard a loud explosion from the impact of an incoming recoilless round into the Mosque, I grabbed my IOTV and ACH and with SGT Jones and headed for the Forward Surgical Treatment , as we left our building the second round landed impacting in the blimp yard and the explosion was heard, closer this time.  At this time the call for direct attack on the base defense was called over the speakers. As we ran to the FST, we ducked in behind a truck when the third round impacted 30 meters to the right of us by the  DFAC, (dining facility) spraying rocks and shrapnel into the side of the buildings, the FST and cars. We stepped out behind the truck and stared in a bit of shock at where it impacted in the midst of the coalition partners next to us, assessing that we were not injured we moved toward the ramp. Some of the uninjured Afghan fluor workers scooped up one of the injured partners  in a makeshift jacket litter and began carrying him towards us, we directed them into the Surgery room door,  blood from the femoral artery left a blood trail about 2 feet wide up the ramp to the FST.  Other walking wounded and non ambulatory began to make their way and be carried into the FST.

Unable to assess where the recoilless rounds were coming from, Sgt Jones did not return fire, but posted herself as security at the FST door, while I went into the FST and assisted in the trauma room for the next three hours with the 7 casualties, sadly, as I held onto the leg of the first patient attempting to provide comfort and aid, died about 15 minutes after arriving in the FST from severe facial, neck, and femoral trauma.

Over the next several hours I helped in the ER, prayed for staff, and wounded alike, helped in whatever way I could…the blood from the first patient covered the floor and all of the equipment from his femoral artery bleed.  I counseled, prayed and assisted with the rest of the injured. As I helped mop up the blood and change out the bed for the next patient, I kept leaving bloody footprints all over, it was surreal how much, and how bright red it all was, it truly looked like a slaughter house floor.

Another patient with severe head trauma begin to vomit what looked like raw hamburger all over the place and needed to be tilted to keep from choking, I prayed for him as well and did what I could to help comfort and support him and the staff.

The third patient, an American contractor, who had taken shrapnel to his leg and knee, was the next patient I spent time praying and helping comfort and support.  I stayed with this patient until his bleeding stopped, and broken leg was splinted, I helped place on the helicopter to Jaff.

I then went from room to room praying for the less injured, and talking and trying to encourage the patients as well as the staff.

After seeing all of this and being personally involved, I chose to stay rather than leave to ensure proper diffusing/trauma event processing of all involved Soldiers and Civilians alike.

Sgt Jones and I were supposed to fly out that afternoon, but after seeing the shock of the victims and care givers alike, we stayed to facilitate a critical incident stress debriefing with the FST staff, counseled the co workers of the FST casualties, and counseled the civilians of the blimp…who were narrowly missed. 

Three rounds from a recoilless rifle struck FOB …one into the MOSQUE,  one into the dirt by the Blimp, and one into the gravel, just off the main street, by the DFAC, PRT FST building.

Over the next 36 hours I counseled 21 Soldiers, provided a CISD for 17 of the FST staff, visited the civilians of Fluor praying, and counseling them as well, then I visited the civilians in charge of the sky security blimp….

After returning to my home FOB , I contacted Combat Stress and asked them to please make a trip to up north to support our Soldiers, Sailors, Airman and Civilians.  They advised they would try to go this week. 

Sgt Jones who is my assistant and body guard and I were awarded the military Combat Action Badge for engaging and being engaged by the enemy in close combat.  Through our year deployment we experienced “taking fire” more times than we could count and yet each time God brought us through physically unscathed. 

Life at War


I was in combat throughout my entire time here.  We are in Eastern Afghanistan on the Pakistani border,  it is well described as the deadliest place in Afghanistan.  Our Brigade lost 32 Soldiers in our year here…I lost two good friends. 

Did I make a difference…did I help Soldiers….?  My time as a pastor at Elk Creek, and a EMS Captain at McCall both prepared me to see and do what I have done….to physically save lives, which I have done…to emotionally be a force multiplier by helping “Joes” process the hell that they have seen… facilitated multiple Critical Incident Stress debriefings  and I was privileged as a Chaplain to bring a sense of the Holy to the Horror and to visibly demonstrate the love of God to Soldiers…the creed is Soldiers to God and God to Soldiers…providing for their free exercise of religion to those who desire it and a ear of compassion and guidance to all. 

Personally it has been one of the most trying things I have ever done, I have seen things, I thought I would never see….I have experienced the darkest heart of humanity in a country that the enemy’s tactics include brainwashing 10 year old children to be suicide bombers….even blowing up icecream trucks while children and coalition forces are there….

But I have also seen the best of humanity…my friend SSG Nigel Kelly, and SGT William Gross who gave their  last full measure of devotion to God and country willingly laid down their lives in order to bring hope to this country and a brighter future….I have wept with my men, I have laughed, through it all the 23rd Psalm has brought me comfort,  Yeah tho I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil….I have walked in my year here, many times through the valley of death.  I have grown, I appreciate things more, my children, my life, good friends, freedom, and my faith.

I was awarded the Bronze Star for Meritorious service, something that Chaplains seldom receive for my actions in a combat zone under the most extreme situations and circumstances before Thanksgiving last year. 

I was able to be with my family right before Thanksgiving, the first time we were all together in three years, Tyson and Ralene, who are youth pastors in Florida, Cody who is in England in the AirForce and then myself.  We all got together and celebrated all of the Holidays and birthdays and stuff for the last two years by going to Disney World and staying in the Military resort there called Shades of Green.

 

Reflections

Has it really been over a year since my last blog....As I reflect this morning, so many things have happened....good.....bad.....ugly.......and yet God is still good all the time, even if all the times arent good. 

I came across this letter I wrote to the chief of chaplains accessions board over two years ago.  I really had no idea the chain of events this letter would put in place....as Bilbo says, dangerous business stepping outside ones door, you never know just where the road will take you....



Why I Want to Be a Chaplain I feel God has called me into full time service as an active duty chaplain in the United States Army. I have been in professional ministry for 24 years, first as a family pastor then the last 12 years as the senior pastor of a church of 200 that I founded. Ministerially speaking, I am well qualified, performing over 200 weddings, over 100 funerals, counseling couples for marriage, pre-marriage and divorce counseling numbering in the 100s. I started and pastored Elk Creek Church in McCall, Idaho where I preached three services every Sunday for 11 years. I oversaw a budget of 450,000 dollars a year, overseeing a staff of 5 full time pastors as well as oversight of all programs, boards, and ministries. Educationally, I hold a Masters in Theology, a Masters of Divinity and will finish my third Masters in Counseling this May 2011. Physically I am in incredible shape just finishing my first triathlon this last year. I am a runner, avid outdoorsman and mountain climber, having just summited the tallest peak in Idaho last summer, Mt Borah 12, 800ft. I passed the APFT in Florida in October with a score of 324. Other Certifications include: I am a certified ILS medic in the state of Idaho with 11 years experience as an EMS Captain in charge of the weekend crew. I am certified to teach EMT-I and EMT-B courses. I have extensive training in incident command, triage, crisis management, and critical incident stress debriefings, trained in the Mitchell Model. I have been a hospital chaplain as well as the fire department medical chaplain for 11 years. I spearheaded a multi-faith suicide awareness and prevention program in our community. I am currently serving with the 478th BN Airborne and will be attending Jump school in April after CHBOLC. I am easily approachable and have an extroverted personality that people immediately open up to. I play guitar, lead worship and sing. I will be a great active duty chaplain! Troy S. Bates 03 FEB 2011

Well two years ago I was accepted on Active Duty and it has been a whirlwind tour......Key West Florida- 478th, South Carolina, CHBOLC, 25th ID Hawaii, 3BDE 3BSTB -Forward Deployed Jalabad Afghanistan, Baghram AFB, Kuwait, Manas Krygstan, Leipzig Germany, Alaska, Ft Benning Georgia, (where I broke my back on my second training, jump, proceeded to jump my third training jump, and then had to stop after the third jump to allow my body to heal,)  I will be going back in a couple of months to finish my last two jumps....and then Colorado Springs, where I am currently serving in 10th Special Forces Group 3rd Battalion. 

I feel I am ready to share again some of my journey....so if you still read....bless you...if not....it is my safe voice....

Blessings